Why ???

Sometimes i think to myself
What have i become......???
Why dont you take me seriously....
Why am i just a joker to some ????

Whenever you wanna play card
I am there....
Whenever you wanna listen to my guitar
I am there....
Whenever gone are all folks
and you turn to me for a talk
I still ............am there....
But i know you are not here to stay
coz' for you ma'am....to spend some time....
I am just another way....

Whenever i am alone....
Why nobody wishes to care????
I dont understand whenever i wanna chat....
Why is everyone busy???
Somebody gotta tell me that...
Why??? Why????
When i search for someone....
Why is nobody there ????

Everyone has a boyfriend
hehe .... I know thats the latest trend
But all i need is a friend
A friend so special....
For me who cares....
With me everything who shares...
And who is devoid of these diplomatic layers !!!

When i write a poem
You say-- aye Mr Composer !!!
Feels good....
But when i am alone....
I feel like a loser.....
Wonder if i should ???

Well just because i do things my way
Is this the price i have to pay ???
From here where do i go now you say.....

Is There An End ????

C kya kuch kam thi jo aaya ab Data Structure....
C ne kiya dimaag crack...whats next---surely a mind fracture..

LPP se seekh li--baitha main on first bench...
Coz this time I was damn sure....this ain't no French..
Socha why not give a whole new start to this first lecture..
Kya pata tha mujhe ki thodi der mae hi band hone lagenge
mere aakhon ke aperture !!!!

Teacher ne padana shuru kiya....
And surprisingly!!! mujhe samajh aana shuru hua.....
Bas jaise hi aayi Addition ki baari.....
Meri aashayen.....meri khushiyan ud gayi saari....

Bahut koshish ki ke kuch to samajh aaye...
Par saala ye D.S hai ki bheje mae na jaaye....!!!
Naye function sunne ko mile----ek tha Avail....
But it was too late....dimaag ke purje to ho chuke the fail....

Teacher boli har roz 2 ghante padoge to hi ye D.S . samajh aayegi...
warna is subject mae to pukka Back aayegi....

LPP, ED....and now D.S. ....goes on and on my story...
Top to shayad kabhi kar sakta nahin....
Perhaps these poems will someday lead me to Glory....
Who knows !!!!!!